A New Beginning

I don't want to,

But I must.

Start anew,

With no one to trust.

You are now gone-

Will never come back.

Happiness and love-

What I now lack.

Help me from Heaven,

To start all anew.

I don't know where to start,

Don't know what to do.

I hate to live,

Without you here.

Why did you have to go?

Why must I shed another tear?

Blindfold

The time has come,

For us to leave each other-

To live our own lives,

To be free.

Be gone from me,

My one and only.

I can not live this lie,

For one more day.

Go, be free, be gone,

You don't need to lie to me.

Take the blindfold away,

On my own, I must learn to see.

To see your hate-

Your pain and my tears.

To see the dying one that is me,

As I look into the mirror.

Leave me here alone,

I don't need you to hold.

I'd rather be alone,

Then to hide behind the blindfold.

The Truth of The Night

I sit here, silent,

at the edge of the road.

Weeping for the love

I have lost.

My clothes, they are wet,

damp with the rain..

and my shoes are

covered with blood.

His blood..

The blood from my love,

he's gone now...forever.

Taken to heaven-

taken too young.

As the truth sinks in,

I recall the night.

the fight

the gun

the shot

the blood...

And now he is gone..

Taken from here-

forever..

Love in you is losin my soul
I was in the lost battle 
death at my door
A dog in the backyard
Feels for my pain
Beau in broken bottle 
Beating rain


O my beloved, come..
I'll tell you the talks of my heart,
removing the veil from my face,
I'll kiss your forehead..
Listen to my heart's talk..
My heart has become mad..
Just you alone are there (for it),
It wishes for you only..

Spilling tear by tear as I am,
I'll get peace by dying..
I regret after ditching you..
Don't waste your faithfulness on me,
Now, O beloved, cheat me..

Our relationship was a mistake,
You finished it in a moment like dirt..
Now there is just me, memories, and sadness
Now I'll bear the sadness all my life..

The heart is filled with your pain,
The wound of your name is still fresh,
Everything has ended but something still remains..
I'm slowly getting cut, O my beloved..
You too drop a few tears..


When the heart broke everything burnt down,
Suddenly that weather full of joys changed..
All the dreams streamed down the eyes..
Only the old stories were left to recall..

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Mistakes I've Made

Mistakes I've Made I've made myshare of mistakes.I lost count somewhere along the waybetween heartache andheartbreak.I am transient. I've made so many mistakes.I've hurt enough friends andbeen hurt enoughto know when it isn't worth it.I know when to run. I've made mistakesby judging too quicklyby giving up too easily.I've made mistakesby holding on too long. Yeah, I've made mistakeswhen deciding who to trust.I've made mistakes bytalking when I shouldn'tand trusting blindly. I've made mistakes.I've hurt others,I've been hurt.I have loved,I have lost those I loved. I've made mistakes.I once thought forever was a promise.I learned that promisescan't be keptwhen you die. I've made mistakes,given power to thosewho don't deserve it-could never earn it,are not worth it. I've been hurt so many timesthat I began to realizethe point isn't to learn from my mistakes.The point is to run awayand never face them. I've made mistakes.I have hurt those I loveand I have loved those who hurt me.They will never beforgiven. I've lied so many timesmy mind has becomeunrecognizable - a twisteddisfigurement ofreality. I've made so many mistakes.I know how to recognize them.I know when to call it over,I know when it's not worth it.I know when I cannot take any more. I know I've made mistakes.I will never be perfect.My life is a never ending train of screw-ups,but I have finally realized something. I have learned thatthrough all of the mistakes I have made,everything I haven't done right,knowing younever was, will never bea mistake. 

It's Hard To Say Goodbye

It's Hard To Say Goodbye 

There's something in your eyes that's far too revealing 
Why must it be like this a love without feelin'
Something is wrong with you I know
I see it in your eyes 
Believe me when I say 
It's gonna be okay 
I told you from the start I won't be demanding 
I won't be demanding 
If you have a change of heart I'll be understanding 
I'll be understanding 
When love becomes a broken heart and dreams begin to die 
Believe me when I say 
We'll work it out some way 
I'll never try to hold you back 
I wouldn't try controlling you 
If it's what you want 
It's what I want 
I want what's best for you 
And if there's something else that you're looking for 
I'll be the first to help you try 
Believe me when I say 
It's hard to say goodbye 
We've lost that loving touch we used to feel so much 
I try to hide the truth that's in my eyes
The love without feeling 
But when I feel we're not in love, I know I'm losing you 
Believe when I say 
I'll never try to hold you back
IWe've lost that loving touch we used to feel so much 
I try to hide the truth that's in my eyes
The love without feeling 
But when I feel we're not in love, I know I'm losing you 
Believe when I say 
We'll work it out some way
I'll never try to hold you back 
I wouldn't try controlling you
If it's what you want
It's what I want 
I want what's best for you 
And if there's something else that you're looking for 
I'll be the first to help you try 
Believe me when I say
It's hard to say goodbye 
Don't say goodbye
If it's what you want
It's what I want 
I want what's best for you 
I'll never try to hold you back
I wouldn't try controlling you 
If it's what you want
It's what I want 
I want what's best for you 
And if there's something else that you're looking for 
I'll be the first to help you try 
Believe me when I say
It's hard to say goodbye
I'll never try to hold you back
I wouldn't try controlling you 
If it's what you want 
It's what I want 
I want what's best for you 
And if there's something else that you're looking for 
I'll be the first to help you try