Thursday 23 May 2013

Mistakes I've Made


Mistakes I've Made I've made myshare of mistakes.I lost count somewhere along the waybetween heartache andheartbreak.I am transient. I've made so many mistakes.I've hurt enough friends andbeen hurt enoughto know when it isn't worth it.I know when to run. I've made mistakesby judging too quicklyby giving up too easily.I've made mistakesby holding on too long. Yeah, I've made mistakeswhen deciding who to trust.I've made mistakes bytalking when I shouldn'tand trusting blindly. I've made mistakes.I've hurt others,I've been hurt.I have loved,I have lost those I loved. I've made mistakes.I once thought forever was a promise.I learned that promisescan't be keptwhen you die. I've made mistakes,given power to thosewho don't deserve it-could never earn it,are not worth it. I've been hurt so many timesthat I began to realizethe point isn't to learn from my mistakes.The point is to run awayand never face them. I've made mistakes.I have hurt those I loveand I have loved those who hurt me.They will never beforgiven. I've lied so many timesmy mind has becomeunrecognizable - a twisteddisfigurement ofreality. I've made so many mistakes.I know how to recognize them.I know when to call it over,I know when it's not worth it.I know when I cannot take any more. I know I've made mistakes.I will never be perfect.My life is a never ending train of screw-ups,but I have finally realized something. I have learned thatthrough all of the mistakes I have made,everything I haven't done right,knowing younever was, will never bea mistake.